The only reason for me to post after months is because my mind is cluttered with so nuch.. and i don't know where to go.. whom to go to.. what to say.. i am just lost in the middle of no where... and then the only place i can probably speak my heart out is here.. one reason not many people read this.. so i am fine..
I am tired.. i think i need a change... change my job... change my city... change everything about me.. my attitude.. my thinking.. my behaviour... i think i need to keep shut for soemtime.. not talk to anyone.. probably that would help me discovering myself more..
I am so mind drained.. i know what i want to say.. but i just can't put it in words... only if i had a shoulder to cry on who would probably understand me... but i don't know if i can do it... i am so messed up.. i think i have jus screwed my life.. nothing more..
i think i need to get my bearings right... Thats it.. probably the next time i post something it would be much better.. a better me.. but now i can't say or do anything more.. just wanted to write something down so ya.. this is it..
i know for people reading this it makes absolutely no sense at all.. but it does for me..
So bye,
until a new me comes back..
Taa...
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