One more year that goes by...

So as my title goes... my blog's gonna be about the year that passed by...
Well was it good or was it bad.. the first question that comes up to everyone's mind... hmmm I don't think any year ever went bad.. though it did have a lot fo downs i must say... but dude who doesn't... i am not the only one who was suffering at some point of time... everyone does..
But the year that went by was really memorable in many many ways... have learnt a lot from this year.. be it professionally or persoanlly.. i think i am now moving up the ladder... which is a good thing... :-)
Have become more closer to the people i love and have made some new friends too... Had a great time exploring some parts of the country.. which is now all that i wanna do is make money and see new places...
I went to Delhi twice.. and both the times the experience was fab... n all credit to iti :-).. the next trip was Hyderabad.. oh that was the cutest trip... with megha n the kiddy.. miss u megha.. n last but not the lleast,,,, the wedding of the year.... ahmedabad... gosh.. could i have ever had any more fun... nahhhhhhhhh... it was the best trip with my closest n oldest frds ever...
Then yeah... am i in love... yes i am... n that's for sure.. but is it gonna work.. i dunno... but i am happy that i am in love.... that's all that matters is that at the end of the day i am smiling... and that smile just doesn't go from my face anymore.. though there are a lot of rough patches in this too... but everything is fair in love and war.. as they say ;-)...
Will write some more before the year ends... now need to get back to check my juniors work... byeee ... cya... love u alll... :-)

HAPPPYYY... :)

I am so happy today... i do't know the real reason.. but i don't care.. because as long as i have a smile on my face.. that's what all matters at the end of the day..
I have been superly cranky.. and chidchida and irritated on every small thing since two weeks... but i think the happiness is because of the overnight i have with my closest friends on Saturday.. they made me feel so free of all my worries.. i then i realised "DUDE THIS IS WHAT I WAS MISSING" MY FRIENDS... i have given so much importance to everything else.. that i realised this is what that was lacking..
and trust me im soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happpy..god bless them..
I thank ameya, moss, pou, neha and hardik for making me feel wanted.. for accepting me the way i am.. without tring to change me.. or probably they have tried.. it's just that they realised i am good like this..
and yes the other thing that is making me soo chirpy is mitesh's wedding.. though i am wasting a ot of money for his wedding...the travel--the clothes-- because i wanna look good-- and who cares people.. happiness is more important that money.. money will come n go.. but my friends i want to have forever.. that includes even if can't go out at all for a month..
and how can i forget my family... my family has been so supportive with me... i have been so away from thm.. but still they accept me the way i am.. the useless that i am...
DUDE MY LIFE ROCKS... n i have decided i am gonna be like this forever... n try not crib about anything at alll..
LOVE ULLL... MUAAAHH
Taa

My philo...

Is my life complicated or do i make it that way???? Just yesterday my colleague's hubby n me were talking and he said it too.. life is simple, it's we who complicate it. If you want, you can make it very simple. And yes i agree to that, i have made my life very complicated. I need to remove things to make my life simple. And i am working on it, though it would take sometime, but i think it would be worth the wait.
I am tired of cribbing over things and situations for no reason at all.. If something was meant to be that way, so be it ya. Let by gones be there and not interfere in your present life.
Sometimes life is so starnge.. in the morning you something and in the eevning you something different all together. Like in the morning i just did not want to get married and i think my evening i changed my mind to yes i think this is the right time to get married. My mom should just find a guy and there ill be married.
I have left all hope of finding the right person by myself and so i have left it to my parents to do the needful. At times probably it hurts that i couldn't find the right one by myself. I was talking to my college friend and we were just discussing that how in college we were like the most known group and it was given that we would get have a love marraige. But i think we were totally wrong, because got into an arrange marraige two year back and already has a cute one year old kid. So i belive that what you wish for and want you really get is different. The only thing is that the desire should also be there to want soemthing.
Because of that desire of wanting something from life fades, then i believe there is no reason to live.. nothing to look forward to....
So ya, i think thats how i am gonna live from now, even if i havent got something i wanted--- never leave the desire to want something new. Or else there is no reason to life..
So have fun people... and live life to the fullest.. if something doesnt come your way.. u were meant to get something new, different.. so keep flashing your smile :-) :-)
Love Taa

Cluttered.. cluttered and cluttered...

The only reason for me to post after months is because my mind is cluttered with so nuch.. and i don't know where to go.. whom to go to.. what to say.. i am just lost in the middle of no where... and then the only place i can probably speak my heart out is here.. one reason not many people read this.. so i am fine..
I am tired.. i think i need a change... change my job... change my city... change everything about me.. my attitude.. my thinking.. my behaviour... i think i need to keep shut for soemtime.. not talk to anyone.. probably that would help me discovering myself more..
I am so mind drained.. i know what i want to say.. but i just can't put it in words... only if i had a shoulder to cry on who would probably understand me... but i don't know if i can do it... i am so messed up.. i think i have jus screwed my life.. nothing more..
i think i need to get my bearings right... Thats it.. probably the next time i post something it would be much better.. a better me.. but now i can't say or do anything more.. just wanted to write something down so ya.. this is it..
i know for people reading this it makes absolutely no sense at all.. but it does for me..
So bye,
until a new me comes back..
Taa...

I WANNA DISAPPEAR..... there may not be any post for a loooooooooooooooooooooooong time... may be days.... weeks... months....

Byee till then...

So i really didn't wanna write anything just prior to valentine's day!!! But i am genuinly bored and a lot of things are running in my head.. so i thought might as well just pin them down.. It would make life simpler for me i believe.

So yes, vday is tomorrow.. and why is everyone making it such a big thing.. Yes i believe in it.. that its a day u spend it with the one you love-- be it friends, family, bf, husband... whoever.. but don't we express our love to the one you love everyday.. so then why make it such a big thing.. and make it depressing for people who probably don't have that special person in thier lives..

I don't get these xx special day for a special reason.. if i love my friends a lot.. i tell it to them everyday.. not on some specific day do 1have to confess my love... But then yes it does make oneself special for THAT day...

But for some reason i just don't feel like getting into "falling in love" (however i secretly wish that i could be with that some special) ...I think the only thing i want is to be with My family-- which is a part of me forever.. my friends---(my chosen extended family) who i knw will always be there for me come what may.. and the next thing is to achieve great hieghts in life.. and make my parents and friends proud of.. i wanna c that in their eyes..

The one thing that was the worst this week was the whole issue around Shah Rukh Khan.. like shouldn't politicians be doing something more constructive in life then not wanting some movie to be released.. i think Shiv Sena should look at whats happening to the farmers in Maharashtra.. the fall in irrigation and not what cricketers and film stars are speaking.. and i though India was a democratic country with the liberty of freedom to speech.. so where did that fundamentals go when SRK was speaking...

I think we should give these politicians some work to do because the only thing they are doing is disrupting the city and trying to make money by sitting on that seat of their... Though i haven't watched the movie i will definately go watch it.. i did go on Friday but to my disappointment it was running during that time :-(

Cheers to SRK and the citty of Mumbai to put up with these Shiv Sena people...

Love Taa...

HAPPPYYY :-)

I have just realised that my life has become so monotonous.. get up in the morning.. go to work.. come back home .. sleep.. and the routine continous.. the only thing exciting i did this week was go for the dance workshop... I think one should always do some kind of a hobby to always keep their mind working.. than rusting it with some stupid thoughts that come flashing in our minds.

Ohh.. and i bought a laptop.. that is something that i am really excited about... bougth something for myself from my hard earned money is really making feel happy.. (and a thought that i am growing up finally :-) ) And ti top it all.. its pink in colour .. yeah yeah..

So these are some of the happy things that i am stressing in life now.. and trying to run away from any bad thoughts.. because i think its just a waste of time and nothing else.. i dont even knwo why am i writing anything... because i think rite now i am jobless.. so the only thing was to write something..

Now me off.. will probbaly come back when i get my ney lappy.. :-)
Love Taa.