My philo...

Is my life complicated or do i make it that way???? Just yesterday my colleague's hubby n me were talking and he said it too.. life is simple, it's we who complicate it. If you want, you can make it very simple. And yes i agree to that, i have made my life very complicated. I need to remove things to make my life simple. And i am working on it, though it would take sometime, but i think it would be worth the wait.
I am tired of cribbing over things and situations for no reason at all.. If something was meant to be that way, so be it ya. Let by gones be there and not interfere in your present life.
Sometimes life is so starnge.. in the morning you something and in the eevning you something different all together. Like in the morning i just did not want to get married and i think my evening i changed my mind to yes i think this is the right time to get married. My mom should just find a guy and there ill be married.
I have left all hope of finding the right person by myself and so i have left it to my parents to do the needful. At times probably it hurts that i couldn't find the right one by myself. I was talking to my college friend and we were just discussing that how in college we were like the most known group and it was given that we would get have a love marraige. But i think we were totally wrong, because got into an arrange marraige two year back and already has a cute one year old kid. So i belive that what you wish for and want you really get is different. The only thing is that the desire should also be there to want soemthing.
Because of that desire of wanting something from life fades, then i believe there is no reason to live.. nothing to look forward to....
So ya, i think thats how i am gonna live from now, even if i havent got something i wanted--- never leave the desire to want something new. Or else there is no reason to life..
So have fun people... and live life to the fullest.. if something doesnt come your way.. u were meant to get something new, different.. so keep flashing your smile :-) :-)
Love Taa