Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Fracture-- For a change a good thing---

I suppose the fracture of my toe was a blessing in disguise.. was off the entire week from work.. though i really wanted to work ..but my boss through me out from office.. so basically just sat at home most of the time... and spent some wonderful time with my family.

I also spent watching movies and reading a shobha de book.. which was pending since years.

But i think spending time with kids is the best.. they are soo innocent. I could watch them for hours just hopping from one place to another.

I think life is kindda shaping up to what i want.. though there many parts of my life still empty .. BUT WHAT THE HECK.. one can't get everything they want. If that was so then there wouldn't be anything in the world that one would fight and strive hard to achieve. I am kindda happy with what i have at present.... though probably once in two days i go into some mode.. but i recover really fast thankfully.. :-)

And my family is going mad again with the plans of shifting.. If i do shift then this would be the third time in around 8 years... And probably in another 5 years i may get married.. so there you go.. one more shift for me.. lolss..

I have been seeing houses which is fun though.. contemplating on which side of chembur.. the distance problem.. the area.. the society.. i think by the end of all this i could become a broker for sure.. hahahha...

I was a bit low some weeks back.. but then i think it's no use being sad on something or some situation.. one should just be happy.. and everything will fall into place.

Oh ya and one more reason for me to be happy is i finally got a new cell phone.. i have been listening to songs for ever on that.. and now my next step is to buy a Laptop for myself (which my dad will also use) and wish to give something to my parents.. my minds only working on that now days.. but can't pin point on one thing..

Anywas smile ... its helps in the long run.. ur will look prettier..and trust me on that

Love Taa

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Life....

Life seems life a bird at times,
Free of all your worries at one moment
And you will think everything's going your way,
When an obstical comes that shortens your happiness
But probably that's what life is all about
NOTHING LASTS FOREVER...

People come and go like the sea waves,
But every person that comes into your life
Comes for a purpose i guess,
To teach you something in someway or the other.

And one fine day even we will be gone,
That time probably people who left us
Will come back someway by remebering us then
But till then don't cry on someone that was a part of your life
And now isn't.

Because if it was meant only for that short time,
Then so be it.
As there would be someone else to take that person's place
If not in the same way feeling,
But someone will come.

I don't know from where this came.. i think i just had to put down something ... n went on writing.. :-)
N i am listening to some beautiful songs...so i think thats what got me doing this...

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Hmmm... Life

I know it's been a long time since i have blogged.. but i think it's ok... been a bit busy.. and had an eventful weekend..
Was going to ameya's house for dinner on Saturday.. and on the way.. slipped at a station and after 3 hours of me jumping around...playing badminton on the court... jumping from one corner to another.... only at 11 in the night did i realise the pain was unbareable...
Went with ameya and mausam to the hospital and got an x-ray done.. n realised hello.. it's a hairline fracture...
N wat more i fainted in the hospital.. it was some kindda of an experience...
But now i am at home.. sitting with my leg on the bolster trying to reduce my pain.. but it's hurting a lot..
N something i saw on facebook hurt me more today... so i think my smile is fading of my face now....
I dunno what to do... how to act.. i don't feel like telling anything to any1..because no1 will ever understand ..nor do i expect any1 to understand... just feel like being by myself.. but i think that hurts even more...
I think i need to get a complete change in my life... how ..why..wen..for wat... i dunno... but i think i wanna...
Anywas i don't wanna type anymore... or i'll go non-stop and write sometihng which i shouldn't out here...
But people still SMILE... :-)
Oh ya and coz of this fracture i can't wear a saree on Friday.. that's making me feel bad also...
Love,
Taa

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

A smile that on stuck on my FACE :-)

I dunno why.. but i have this smile on my face since yesterday.. and touchwood its refusing to go..
and u will ask me why is that so..
n trust me i dont have an answer to that...
but i ain't complaning.. atleast for sometime i can see myself in the mirror and be happy that my face is looking good with a smile on...
I think its probably the change in my attitude towards life and towards people around me that has got me this new avtar..
have realised that i should be happy because i wanna be happy... and not coz some1 else is making me happy or sad..
and i wanna keep it that way only.. that NO1 i mean actually NO1 should affect my mood in anyway.
Ya if im depressed because of some reaosn or some person.. its fine... Just let it be.. and let it go..
Because its not worth wasting one's time and energy on something and someone for more than 5 mins....
Though i should probably not being the one talking abt it... because i would be the one crying over something for weeks to months....
But NOW its the NEW me... and im HAPPY being the NEW ME!!!! :-)
I have a wonderful FAMILY, GR8 FRIENDS --- who are always there by my side -- WORK going on good... nothing to complain about..
What more can i ask for... nothing i suppose.
SO everyone just be happy.. n SMILE always...
because just a smile can make a lot of difference to one's pretty face.. and attitude...
:-)
LOVE,
Taa ... :-)

Monday, September 14, 2009

Super-excited

Im so excited about this new thing in my life..
I think its really gonna help me...
Though i dunno what suddenly got me into signing up..
I think it was the boredom in office... and me not well.. so just aimlessly waiting to get back home..
was going through ITI's blog.. so thought might as well sign up for one..
Though me not sure how often would i be blogging...
But atleast for starters coz of my excitement i think im gonna be doing it very often :-)
The day hasn't been tht gr8.. have a sprain on my neck-- which is just not ready to go , have slight fever and this sudden horrible cold..
N generally a little low about something.. which i have been trying to evade n trying hard to keep that smile since a LONG LONG time... But i think now its catching up.. how much can one run away from the truth...
But when we fall, we always learn to get up somehow... i think this is just the learning stage for me.. theres a lot more in store for me.. :-)
Anywas me off now.. got some work to do now...
will hopefully keep blogging.. :-)
Love ,
Taa